I know. But I have many strange habits and obsess over one hobby at a time to the point where it is all I think about most of the time. I obsessively seek out answers to questions I have and I feel incredibly anxious until I get a definite answer to the question. I obsessively tear off my skin and scabs when I am anxious, which is most of the time. I don't like making eye contact. There are a few different words and phrases that I like to say very often. I am incredibly sensitive and get very hurt over things other people wouldn't notice. I Don't have much control over my feelings at all. I don't like being with or talking to people that aren't my boyfriend. When I am getting a phone call it makes me upset. I like to only be alone with my pets and/or with my boyfriend only. I will tire myself out/ stay up late researching animals and pet keeping.