I feel so useless!!!!! Here I am. My best friend and I are having the worst fight ever and I can't do anything about it!!! Please help me, God!! :'(

oh and idk if u realized this or not but ALL u have been doing with me is arguing with me today.

I feel like a louse. A loser. :(
I'm going to stay as long as you're here as best as I can. Even if our dad comes in here.

all i can say is time will tell and nothing else can change that right now for me.

how long can u stay this time ?
i can't stay long have to go do some important things like eat and not get into trouble talking on here.

no, it was that YOU changed.
i can't help u come on.
what's a heel ?

I was responding to the vms then had to go help our dad. :( I'm sorry I left. :(

I don't think it was Peach. I think maybe school did it. :( I'm going to make you a promise and please help me keep that promise, I promise to be on EVERY day even if it's just to say hi or for a few min.
Please, big sis! PLEASE help me be a better friend! :( I need it so bad.
NONE of this is your fault! It's ALL mine and I'll take the blame. :( I know it's my fault our friendship is falling apart because I'm barely ever on anymore. OF COURSE, I still like you! I know it doesn't seem like it what with me not coming on much and I KNOW actions speak louder than words but if you only KNEW how much I've been wanting to get on and talk with you these past few days. Wanting to repair our friendship. :( I feel like a heel. :(

i'll TELL u what to do, show by your ACTIONS that u care not by your words okay ? can u do that ?

oh great, i just poured my heart out in vms to u but guess what,u left me again, how nice :) i really appreicate that. i know who my real friend is, God.
it's not WHAT u said it's WHAT u DIDN'T say that broke my trust with u.