He's going to treat me to some nice seafood tomorrow. (Alanis Morisette's version of irony?) I'm looking forward to it. I definitely need to veg. It's been a long week. Did I tell you my mouse got stuck in her house and we had to cut her out, silly thing. And Nadia has the ear infection again, le sigh! Yup a veg out sounds good right now.
That's ok, I wont be gone too long. I'll be back in a few days. I can't live without you guys. <3 I'll be checking in once in a while anyway. Right now I just want to vegetate and take my mind off stuff for awhile. Maelstrom decided to be my first tail biter, so I have to do something about that, one of my platies is looking thin, I'm worried about the other girls getting whatever Peaches had, plus I miss her so much.. Then I have to submit my college form and have to pick up my degree and so much other stuff argh.. Too much on my head, that's all.. I just need to fix everything.. *hugsback* You don't know how much I need them right now. :((
Okay, I understand. Take all the time you need and when you're ready, we'll be here for you. You mean a lot to all of us so definitely do come back. We'll miss you. *hug hug hug hug hug* Oh. Want me to tell anyone else on the forum that you'll be gone for a while?
Thanks. :< I'm not in a very talking mood right now. But when I feel better, you know who I'm coming to talk to right? :)
Even my bf was shocked, he loved her too. I think she was the only betta he really liked. I just feel a bit hopeless right now. I think I'll take a break from here for a while. She meant a lot to me, I really don't think I'll find another like her again.
*hug* I am so deeply sorry. I don't know what to say and I know there really isn't anything that I CAN say except you took awesome care of her and loved her so much. We're all here for you and if you need to talk, just PM or e-mail me.
Thanks for all your support Sakura. It means a lot. But Peaches didn't make it. I found her dead this morning. I feel so horrible.. She ate last night, I put her in the main tank in her cup and in the morning she was gone. I can't believe how much her death has affected me... She was my baby, I can't believe she's gone... The sorority looks so empty without her.
Thanks Sakura, She's still all wiggly, I've got her floating in the main tank with epsom salt. I'm soaking the metro in bloodworms, I think she will eat, she looked a bit bloated yesterday, I thought she overate but somehow in the morning today I just felt like something was wrong and I went to check on her.. She was hiding in the plants and looked all pineconed. :( I hope she survives, I've been sad all day. ;_;