Don't worry, I don't mind.

It's good to talk to someone who actually understands fish and understands how close you can get to them. I'm sorry you had to euthanize Blackout, that must have been a really hard decision. I wonder if he was always a little sickly because he was maybe inbred or maybe that poor pet store care was too much of an obstacle to overcome. But you gave him a good home for a year; he might not have lasted a month if someone else had gotten him. I'm sure he was a happy betta and appreciated the good care and love you gave him. And Commie too. I really think fish understand when someone cares about them.