Thanks all for your kind words of encouragement...I guess I needed that.
Well I drove back to the city just after dinner and just got back in (9PM god I must love my fish really) the ONLY product they had is called "QuIck Cure" so I just did the math and added that to the tank (bot they ain't kidding saying it turns water blue).
I guess having dealt only with private hobby breeders before I didn't have the 'mass production' issues with any fish.
@Hawkin, I have been a member for longer, but wasn't all too active until some time this summer (life had me chained up before then) All my 6 tanks I had to give up leave behind last year in Dec (when we left our station overseas), so its been exactly 11 months from giving up tank till I started again. But yes I really do care.
And yea I actually really do 'need' this hobby, what came to me litterly by accident (a fish tank handed to me in a divorce fight of friends) really became a great soul relaxing hobby to me over the yrs, apart from climbing the Rockies I'd say its one of the only & quickest things that'll take my mind of daily BS in seconds...so you're right and I know I won't give up, just seems so difficult right now and thou I know I done everything by the book and everything appeared 'right' I shouldn't blame myself over 2 dead fish, but I do.
Well even if I had no tanks or all hell would break loose with my tanks, I'd still help you guys here where I know how to help
LMAO don't quote me over some helpful advise I gave before I discovered my troubles here (sounded good at the time lol)
Thanks guys, I REALLY appreciate this!! Now let's hope heat & meds work and all have happy holidays.