Ok this has nothing to do with my Dwarf Puffer
or my Scarlet Badis
tank but I jus *need*
to rant/ or just talk about it.
Right now I am twitching pretty bad, I haven't had any nicotine for 48hrs now !!!
I decided last week my wife and I *HAD*
to stop smoking as we simply can't afford it anymore. I wore patches for like 2-3 days but decided those were too much also! I have been cut back to just 40hrs a week.
I haven't worked just 40hrs a week since i started working here over 10 years ago! A 40 hour paycheck really sux! After all the bills are paid that just leaves $171 week for me and family to spend. That has to buy everything we have to have in a week soo we have to make that stretch pretty far! Thats barely enough for food and gas a week. Some how we have to make that stretch for pet supplies too.
Not sure how to make it work!?!?!
My wife and I have cut out everything! No more smoking, no more eating out, no more last minute impulse buys, no more unneeded anything! This really suxs and is a real eye opener!
At some point my schedule will be 36hrs one week and the next 48 but I don't have a clue when this will happen. So when that does we will have a lil extra breathing room. Plus I get a raise in April which will help some. Man oh Man this was really unexpected. If you know me at all you know my work schedule has been really messed up to this point. Working like 60-70hrs a week every week. Those days are over and part of me is glad but the other went wait a damn minute! That's where I made all my extra money from. SOOOooo what do I do now??? The last 6 weeks I have worked nothing but 40hrs a week with the exception of one week I worked 50hours. Now the time at home has been great cause I have only been working 4 days a week and have usually had Friday, Saturday, and Sunday off. So have had time to spend with the family. On the downside I finally get time with my family and no money to do anything!! That part just really sucks!
I know some of yall have heard this already and I am sorry just skip over this post! I am just stressing and need to rant!
I think it most has to do with I am really am jonesing for a smoke right about now and have nothing to stop it except typing on here! So you are just going to be stuck listen to me talk away about anything and everything come the next couple of days untill these twitches stop. LoL